I feel like I haven't been able to keep up lately (especially here in this Instagram world for us mama's). It's a busy time of year!
Between being a full time #SAHM, getting things ready for my small business that resumes in the school year, getting ready to #homeschool my oldest for our first year of Kindergarten, possibly lining up another little side-gig, AND, not to mention, being pregnant after stillbirth... it can be hard to balance it all. I almost thought maybe I've been neglecting Maisie... but as I reflect back on my busy past week I realize that's not true. I think of her just as much as usual, Maisie is still present in most all my thoughts and moments. I still stopped by her grave on the way to a playdate with another dead baby mama, I still got to talk about her over coffee with a new homeschool mom friend, I still got to mention Maisie to our mentor for schooling. (I still got to hear the words "fetal demise" at the MFM doctor.😒) So while at first I was tempted to feel I haven't found time for my grief in this period of life... I realized it is still very much present and I don't ever have to worry about (even in my busiest times) Maisie ever being too far from my mind.
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