I’m very conscious of the fact that I don’t want to cause grief to people on social media. I don’t want to be “unfollowed” because my story is sad. When I share I hope you don’t feel burdened. I want to share a picture of Maisie every day because she’s my baby & I think about her almost constantly still. It would be okay if she was my newborn here to stay & grow. But death changes things. It’s sad. It sucks. You might not want to see or think about it. And it’s completely backwards that Maisie died “really quickly” as Isla put it one day. Her story is backwards, or fast-forward, or perfect since she got a straight shot to heaven. But allow me just a few more months to share our story. To share the few moments we had with our newborn. It won’t be forever. But it is my now and I only have so little to share because Maisie is frozen in a moment and there is nothing more to capture. I want to share to open the door for people to talk to me about this, I want to share for those who may have some questions about our story, I want to share my child - just like I share my Isla & Lachlan. #maisiemarthaofsthun
0 Comments
Leave a Reply. |
AuthorMother. Jesus Lover. Mourner of my stillborn Maisie Martha Ofsthun. Archives
October 2021
Categories
All
|